Saturday, February 22, 2014

Sochi Games Winding Down/Rosling's Stats

Throughout the past week, I began some more intensive training with my running and skiing*, and I resumed walking to work, more to get my breathing and heart rate adjusted than anything else. Watching the Winter Olympics has been somewhat inspirational in making me continue with this stuff; it's also the only thing going on now that's making this bitter stretch of this wretched season tolerable. But now, I'm relegated to sit still and rest my back and bones from all the activity. I'm dividing my attention between the highlights at Sochi, and writing here. I'm being captivated in watching the finals** in both curling and hockey.

I'm happy to report that the final round in men's hockey for the gold medal will be between Canada and Sweden. It's unfortunate that we couldn't play the Russians for all the marbles in hockey for these Olympics, but this is the next best thing. If we are destined to win the gold medal . . . super. However, if we end up with silver, our loss would at least be to opponents from a nation of decent and honourable sportsmen, and there would be no shame in that. The upcoming game brings me to thinking about the work I've been following of another Swede, who is quickly becoming one of my favourite intellectual heroes. He is a statistician of all things. I'll get to talking about him in a minute.

On Monday of this week it was Family Day in this and other provinces. It's still a new enough holiday such that there really is no common socially established traditions for it yet. A holiday with the title of Family Day is just yet one more date for labeling, separating and isolating those who are alone without families, or with limited social networks; which follows close behind the other day of singles alienation called Valentine's Day, in the middle of the month where people are already at their wits end with dealing with winter here. With the subject of families in mind, and given that I'm in more of a global thinking state of mind as I watch the Olympics, I've been giving thought to the common factor of what all families globally are doing on this Earth: contributing to a human population growth in which this planet is becoming less and less capable of sustaining given the current rate and degree of our consumption and waste*** of energy, food, water, and the environmental destruction from it all. I could have found it easy to get even more depressed and pessimistic about the future when dwelling on all of this, but then I found out about the research of Professor Rosling.

I recently discovered Hans Rosling through the TED talks. He is a guy who has made statistics look like fun, if that's at all possible. He has also gives a bit of optimism in the presentations he makes in regards to what may come ahead as "peak child" as a result of improving global healthcare, and the ending of extreme poverty. The consequence of less poverty and more investment into health and education in developing countries is that we will be reaching a limit of where more humans are being put on this Earth.

What is even more impressive is his founding of the website Gapminder (www.gapminder.org)
and the interactivity of the informatics graphs that are there. The documentaries are interesting too. I could waste an entire week making cross-comparisons and correlations with these tools he provided. I think you'll like the TED video provided below. If this world had more teachers influencing governments like this magnificent Swedish professor I think the world would be a much better place.



*- I don`t think any of the classic cross-country skiers in Sochi have anything to worry about from me breaking any of their records
**- I just watched the Finns crush the Americans 5 to 0, playing for the bronze medal. For this round, I was cheering for Team Finland. Suomi! Suomi! Suomi! I'm doing so not so much to be spiteful to the USA, but more for the fact that I want to see something happen that will make some Finnish people actually get emotional and smile.
***- The exorbitant cost of 52 billion dollars used to create the lodgings, venues and to host these Winter Olympics triggered the thoughts of corrupt use of energy and resources, mismanaged funding, and wasteful inefficiency.

Friday, February 14, 2014

V-Day Melodies

A weird glimpse into my eclectic music collection, and a sloppy mix it is too: ranging from the sappy and romantic, to the depressing, to stuff that's just soothing and slow, to stuff that is more lyrically erotic. . .

My Playlist for this Valentine's Day
  • Love Song - The Cure
  • Don't Panic - Coldplay
  • 9 Crimes - Damien Rice
  • The Weight of the World - The Editors
  • Sun Up Running for Home - Matthew Good
  • Slow Burn - David Bowie
  • Here Comes the Flood - Peter Gabriel
  • In Your Eyes - Peter Gabriel
  • The Scientist - Coldplay
  • Inflatable - Bush
  • We Do What We Want To - O+S
  • Fall at Your Feet - Jesse Cooke
  • There Is a Light That Never Goes Out - The Smiths
  • Never Had No One Ever - The Smiths
  • Last Night I Dreamt Somebody Loved Me - The Smiths
  • Unlovable - The Smiths
  • The Drugs Don't Work - Ben Harper
  • The Ground Beneath Her Feet - U2
  • Perfect Circle - R.E.M.
  • If You Wear That Velvet Dress - U2
  • Sweet Jane - The Cowboy Junkies
  • The First Cut Is the Deepest - Sheryl Crow
  • Possession - Sarah McLaughlan
  • Woman in Chains - Tears for Fears
  • In Your Room - Depeche Mode*
  • Stripped - Depeche Mode
  • Higher Love - Depeche Mode*
  • More - J. Englishman
  • Chekannya - The Ukrainians**
  • Vivir Sin Aire - Maná
  • Como Dueles en los Labios - Maná
  • La Puerta Azúl - Maná
  • Con Te Partiro - Andea Bocelli
  • Don't Dream It's Over - Crowded House
  • Can't Do A Thing (to Stop Me) - Chris Isaak
  • Wicked Game - Chris Isaak
  • I'm Not In Love - Crystal Castles (featuring Robert Smith)
  • These Foolish Things - Roxy Music
  • Avalon - Roxy Music
  • Only The Lonely - Roy Orbison
  • This Aching Deal - Shocking Pinks
  • Sight of You - Pale Saints
  • In Too Deep - Genesis
  • Black Hair in the Wind - Ottmar Liebert
  • Blue Moon - The Mavericks***
  • Dante's Prayer - Loreena McKennitt
  • You and Me - Lifehouse
  • Iris -The Goo Goo Dolls
  • Name - The Goo Goo Dolls
  • Sleepwalk - Amos Garrett
  • The Book of Love - The Magnetic Fields
  • Flaming Bed - Blue Rodeo
  • What Is This Love (with Sarah McLaughlan) - Blue Rodeo
  • My Funny Valentine - Frank Sinatra
  • Lovin', Touchin', Squeezin' - Journey
* - From the Songs of Faith and Devotion live concert recordings.
** - A cover of the Velvet Underground hit Venus in Furs, sung in Ukrainian and played with traditional instruments. Quite romantic really. Thanks again to the late Lou Reed.
*** - Holy cripes! This kind of sounds like country music. . . how did this get in here?!

Sunday, February 2, 2014

To Build a Bridge to a Dream in 10 days

I started writing this on the last hours of the eve of Groundhog Day. I don't anticipate a positive report for tomorrow, but today begins a new month, and since January was such a depressing write-off, it's time to be firm and take steps to put some serious action and effort for more growth oriented projects. I put some time into establishing some metrics for the goals I set out to achieve, by reading back through some past entries, notes, and journals to winnow out what wasn't working out for me, and thinking about how to secure and engrain whatever is left that does.

While accounting for my time ahead, I'm discovering that it's one of those rare times when I have an approach-approach dilemma. As it approaches the end of the fiscal year, like every other year since I've worked where I am, I again have a sizeable chunk of unused vacation time remaining. I'm sitting here wondering if I'm just going to take it as a pay out, as with all the other years, or take the actual time off. Considering all the extra stress I'm going to be facing ahead with negotiations reopening, it might be a more prudent measure to take the time off. If I do book it all off in the right cycle, I'll have about 10 days off. There is nothing to make any stretch of time between mid-February/March look appealing around this territory; as we're only through 65-75 % of the way through winter. Travel was suggested by a friend at work; I wish I had her enthusiasm about the idea, but what I really have been missing most is a substantial sense of accomplishment from starting and completing a personal project that flows along a middle range timeline. Traveling somewhere won't give me that satisfaction*. With the time constraints that I have, I've only been stuck doing either very short term (within a day) projects, or tiny and slow progressive stages of very long ones. I've been trying to think about things that I could do that are radically life changing that could be done within the span of 7 - 10 days. The stuff that comes to mind of things that I've done in the past that fit such criteria are:
  • Cramming the essential elements of another language (as in the case of me learning enough Spanish on an intermediate level that allowed me to travel abroad for six months). I know one person who I should try and find moments to Skype with to work on my German. I should also find someone to talk for improving my French, which I learned years ago but never found use for.
  • Re/learning HTML and other programming tricks.
  • Practicing some guitar, learning some new songs
  • Assembling something to make some sort of functional gizmo.
  • Building some furniture**
  • Redecorating/painting my condo (too expensive to do now).
  • Writing essays which I can get academic credits/certification for (which means I'd need a meaningful course to apply to, which is probably too late to register for now).
  • Dating. Well . . . I lie, this is not truly a thing where I have found either success or satisfaction in doing, and it's doubtful that it will be a course I take ahead. The only radical thing in life that it has done for me was show me how few single women there are out there around my age who would take a liking to someone like me, and to show me just how petty, self-centred, immature, and/or just plain friggin' crazy people can be. It has come to where I am disillusioned to some point beyond just simply feeling flawed, jaded, and hopeless. I really just hate the indignity of it all. It's worse than trying to muddle through any job market. I'm coming to really wish that I lived in a place like Sweden, where one of my correspondents who lives there tells me that, in comparison to here, there really isn't any sort of ritualized form of dating, or at least there is less burdening of themselves and each other with gender roles, or pressure/expectations***, and men and women generally demonstrate more sexual equality, openness, and respect for each other.
It will be interesting to see what else I'll turn up when I peruse Instructables, or when I attack Google's search field with the words "10 day DIY projects", and if I do decide to book that time off.

*- Having the same stuck mind and taking it on a tour around a different place isn't really positive change.
**- I would need to borrow my father's workshop if I choose to do something like this, but it would take me two to three days alone just to de-clutter it and organize that place enough just to make it operational for my standards.
***- When I meet people around here, why is there some expectation for me be either some sort of business tycoon, or a professor, a dumbass redneck cowboy, or some sort of worthless macho/gangsta badass shithead with an inked-up hide?

Monday, January 27, 2014

Post Funeral Reckonings

I just returned home from a funeral. I don't believe in publishing the name of any deceased person within my circle of acquaintanceship, nor the details of their passing away, without formal permission from their family to do so first, so I've withheld those details. But what I will remember and say of this person is that it was someone who believed in living honestly, dutifully and working toward virtues, and seeing that this person was so welcoming and respectful to me and my family, and always treated me kindly when I visited her, it made me feel assured that she perhaps saw some of the same qualities in me as well. I am also grateful that it was someone who was a supportive and dear friend to my own Mom; who sadly was a witness to the critical incident that eventually claimed this person's life. Looking aside from the death itself, I am comforted a bit in knowing that she was spared from suffering for very long, and mostly good things seem to be going on in the lives of her surviving children and grandchildren, and that they seem to be prospering well enough. I wish better for all of them in the times ahead.

My mind has been thrown on a bit of an emotional roller coaster as I sit here and reflect about not only the passing of this person, and with all who I spoke to and saw during course of the day, the most salient things being:
  • memories that were tagged to some of the guests there who were indirectly a link to the past bad memories from my old home town I grew up in. The case today was that I met the sibling*  of someone else who put a lot of effort into attacking my self-esteem and psychologically bullying me through any opportunity they had throughout my school years. Through our discussion, I gained a clearer picture today as to why that person had used so much energy in directing this abuse at me: it stemmed from their own selfishness and insecurity; nothing really to do with any flaw I had (something I wished I had the sense to learn and accept a few decades ago). I should feel more secure in myself after knowing this, but I only feel despair and regret. After all these years, I'm still angry to depth of my core about how I allowed the antics of a pathologically hyper-competitive, sanctimonious, spiteful, asshole who thrived on schadenfreude, to scar my self-confidence/esteem so deeply, which has affected more than one aspect of my life for so long. I'm ashamed to admit this, but it is true.
  • in the scope of things, I'm realizing just how I've been limiting myself and treating myself badly. Worse than even being enslaved by some sort of addiction, is failing to reach one's real potential, and failing to see that one deserves better and to live with dignity, and to not waste any more time suffering fools.
  • it's overwhelming and incredibly hard to meet people after not seeing them for five years or more, and being pressed to try to share a summary of my own life details, or to get a concise precis of theirs. Part of my failure for this is not being available socially anymore, and seeing how much time has past in between is a hard way to be struck back into reality.
  • the general overall reminder about how life is too short, and how it can vanish away in a blink of an eye; and I'm forced to think of the ways that I'm squandering away my own talents, resources, and energies . . . maybe now more than ever I must stop and wonder, and ask myself at this stage of it, the question: "Is it really meaningful for me anymore?
When arriving home and checked messages, it was almost as if it was a sign from above, given the course of this day, that I found this link sent to my Facebook feed. I am sharing it here as well: On The Shortness of Life: An Introduction to Seneca. Thanks again, Tim!

*- He's an honestly decent and good person, with whom I never had any qualms with. I regard the same of the parents of them, which makes me wonder what the hell went wrong with this other person.

Friday, January 24, 2014

Having the Stomach to Stomach some Stomach/ MSX No. 2

MSX No.2 - 2014: Cooking with Offal - Beef Tripe

Tripe (the stomach lining of some large, usually a cud-chewing, farm animal) is one of those foods you will either learn to love, or absolutely hate. The first time I sampled honeycomb beef tripe was in a Chinese restaurant; it was steamed with ginger and scallions. I thought it was OK; but not something that registers to me as anything to hoot and holler about. It was more like that I was impressed with the fact that something that I initially thought of as being so disgusting was made to taste as well as it did. I want to veer away from the Asian method of cooking it though, and discover another way to use it.

The inspirations/reasons why:
  • During my research throughout the previous mead-making project (MSX No.1), I was noting a repeated warning about over-indulging in the stuff. I was led to assume that in terms of the proportion of relative intensity of post-inebriation suffering incurred in comparison to consuming other forms of alcohol of equal volume and proof strength, mead is pretty much at the top of the list, the alcohol-fuelled equivalent to a hydrogen bomb going off in the brain. Maybe the lore about the Vikings going wild and berserk in battle wasn't so much about having no instinctual fear of death; but perhaps it was more about being so hung over after sloshing down mead from feasting that they may have found the prospect of dying in battle more preferable than dealing with the agony they experienced in their heads afterwards. So, out of curiosity, I began to investigate some preventative measures in terms of natural foods and gourmet/ethnic recipes that also served as hangover cures. The Mexican dish of menudo recurred more than once in the searches as one of those things that allegedly does just that, which is made with tripe. My own personal worst binge-drinking experience back in more foolish days involved tequila, the result being one of the most horrific hangovers to ever pollute my inter-cranial space within my lifetime so far, thus I'm not going to argue with any Mexicans about what the panacea is for over-imbibing, and I'll take their word for it. I'm not opting for menudo itself, (which I think edges toward being a little too disgusting* and preparation intensive), but I'm open to trying some other variation of this kind of organ meat.
  • I've been still lacking energy since the flu hit me. Even though I haven't been drinking, it feels like I've been enduring a low-grade hang over for a long time. I'm realizing just how little protein I've been eating over the past while. Maybe a protein-rich hangover cure will also serve as a general all-purpose re-energizer as well.
  • Robbie Burns' Day is coming up, and the related events have been becoming more notably popular around this town in the past few years. Maybe this late January tradition involving feasting on animal guts (haggis) was an inspiration to try to use that type of ingredient. I took it as an Iron Chef challenge, thinking that I could improve that sort of culinary abomination.
  • Economy: this stuff was cheap in the meat shop I was ambling through at the time I discovered it (go figure that!) so I got courageous and picked some up.
  • It's a confidence builder, and a measure of mastery of your own kitchen skills when you can take something that's so positively revolting and transform it into something delicious. It's not such a big deal to take a high quality cut of meat and make it palatable, but to take the odds and ends of a beast, and make something amazing out of it is an act of working miracles. It's the equivalent of digging in a pile of shit and finding diamonds. It expands options and brings one to having the mindset of trying to find abundance in the least of things. 
  • Let's not delude ourselves: it's no more disgusting of an ingredient than what you are already likely to find in the average hotdog/sausage.
After researching and deconstructing several other recipes and cooking techniques, being mindful to strictly limit things and use stuff I already had in the kitchen, I came up with my own hybrid recipe and process, which then . . . holy crap** . . . I actually started to record in word and visuals. Here is my version of Trippa alla Romana***. My apologies to any Italian chefs out there who may regard this recipe of mine as a little too unorthodox from what is traditional and authentic.

Trippa alla Romana

Step 1: Take  1 kg of beef tripe, place it in a bowl, add 2 teaspoon of salt and cover it with water. Let it soak for a half hour. Wash and rinse it, and cover it again let it soak for another half hour.

Step 2: Wash, rinse and drain thoroughly, and then place in a cooking vessel which allows you to add enough water to cover the tripe. Add 1 teaspoon of vanilla extract****. Bring it to a boil, and then lower the heat and allow it to simmer for an hour. Reserve 1 cup of the braising fluid, and drain away the rest of the liquid and allow it to cool down.


Step 3: In the meanwhile, set up your mise en place, which include the following ingredients:
  • 2 tablespoons of olive oil
  • 1 1/2 cup - chopped onion
  • 1 1/2 cup - finely chopped celery
  • 4 - large cloves of garlic, chopped
  • 1/2 tsp - coarsely ground black pepper
  • 1/2 tsp - salt
  • 1/2 tsp - dried parsley
  • 1 cup - carrots, finely chopped
  • 1 cup - yellow pepper, finely chopped
  • 2 cup - canned diced tomatoes
  • 3/4 cup - dry white wine
  • 3-5 grams (about a 1/4 cup packed) of fresh mint leaves, chopped
Step 4: Cut the cooled tripe into smaller pieces, about 3 cm (about 1.5 inches) square.

Step 5: In a saucepan with medium heat, heat the 2 tablespoons of olive oil, and then add the onions, celery, and fry until the onions are translucent, add the garlic, black pepper, salt, and parsley and fry until the garlic begins to caramelize (do not burn or blacken it).

Step 6: In a slow-cooker crock (about 4 litre capacity), add in the reserved braising fluid, dry white wine, canned diced tomatoes, the tripe, and then the sautéed onion/celery/garlic mixture, add and mix in the chopped mint leaves. Mix all together and set on high and allow to cook for at least six hours.

Verdict: I was a bit concerned as to how the play of flavours would have worked between the having mint mixed in with tomato, onion, and garlic, but I was pleasantly surprised. I think a blend of a sweeter variety of tomatoes and red onion would have been more suitable though. My first sampling of the tripe itself was still a bit tough and rubbery, if you don't mind the texture of calamari it would be tolerable. I let it slow cook for another few hours to see if it gets more tenderized, and seeing if a better merging of the carrots and celery flavours happen in the mix. I sampled it after two more hours, and there was much improvement in both flavour and texture. It's even slightly better than last time I had tripe, but it's still not enough to stick me in enough of a mood to add it to a list of my favourite things to eat. I'm satisfied though that I made it into something that was better than what my expectations of what it might be were. Better than haggis at least I think.

*- Besides, I don't know where I could find some spare animal hooves to add to the mixture, an ingredient of to one menudo recipe I saw.
**- People who know me will find this shocking, because never use set recipes for anything when I create stuff in the kitchen.
***- Isn't Italian a beautiful language? I like the way it rolls off the tongue. This name makes it so much more appealing and appetizing than Roman Style Cow Gut Stew.
****-  This is not really for flavouring the meat; it's more for taming down the initial steaming stench that comes off boiling offal. Do your neighbours, and co-habiting housemates a favour: if you have an overhead exhaust fan, please use it to the max.
 

Sunday, January 19, 2014

The First Three of the Fifty-Two of 2014/ MSX No. 1

I wasn't much in a mood to record anything during these first couple of weeks of the year, because all I would have done was spew out negativity. Fighting the flu, dealing with the bad weather, and enduring the resulting cabin fever, was all that I was basically doing: just feeling the erosion of all my vitality. I've been set back for a couple weeks in terms of working towards some sort of personal betterment that I intended to begin the year with because of being so depleted of energy for anything requiring physical effort and mental focus. I was forced to accept basic recovery towards normal as the first step to improvement.

Thankfully, the weather has been getting back to seasonal (and even above it), and I'm starting to find my strength and stamina returning again. I got back into some exercise (skiing), messing around with stuff on my spreadsheets, and now writing; to restore the habit of finding and keeping a solid train of thought again after being rendered too loopy for so long after using symptom remedies.

So, to re-stimulate my brain again and add some novelty into this new year, I'm setting myself up for my first mad science experiment of 2014.

MSX No. 1-2014: Brewing Mead

For the benefit of those out there who are gastronomically ignorant and don't know what mead is, it's an alcoholic beverage produced by the fermentation of honey.

The inspirations/reasons why:
  • From reading Cooked: A Natural History of Transformation by Michael Pollan, and his terrific commentary in the "Earth" section of his book about fermentation as being sort of one of the fundamental cornerstones that created human civilization.* I was re-inspired to brew something, and mead was one of the things mentioned that made me curious.
  • Apart from viewing food/drink/travel series with Anthony Bourdain** on TV while lazing around being infirm with influenza, I spent too much time watching movies and documentary stories themed around post-war/apocalyptic survival. I couldn't help but to wonder that if the end of this world did come, and if I did somehow manage to survive it, whatever skills and knowledge I have for using modern technology would be rendered meaningless. Whether it's due to a global disaster, a massive pandemic, or some war/economic chaos as an after effect of peak oil: to be a viable citizen reintegrating into a functional society afterward, one must revert to the practical mechanical skills, be able to grow foodstuffs, and perform other types of husbandry that have sustained us as they did for our first few thousand years of existence. Being resourceful, and knowing how to make substances out of bare essentials that add merriment in a grief-stricken world in this type of scenario would be an important role, not to mention perhaps elevating one's social status to that of a demi-god. In a weird way, it was a prompt to experiment in diversifying ingredients and to help keep in practice.
  • I always wanted to try out mead, but I can't find it here in a commercial liquor store or wine shop. There used to be just one specialty liquor store in this town that handled mead, but there is a long sordid story as to how the stupid bugger who ran the place got himself into some sort of legal troubles and was forced to close the establishment down before I had a chance to sample any. Therefore, if I want to try any here, I have to make it myself.
  • Some of the idea was sparked from an entertaining and silly conversation with a co-worker of Scandinavian heritage about the history of the Norsemen (who drank lots of the stuff). If you think that a drink made out of honey is for sissies, I'd dare you to tell that to someone with the disposition of a Viking. 
  • I have a familial connection to a source of local honey which I can get in bulk supply, and now is the time to try this experiment before it's no longer practical or feasible to do***. I suppose it also puts me in touch with my inner hippie/David Suzuki wannabe-self; as it ultimately ends up being an option for a more environmentally friendly, think-local, low-carbon footprint way of making homemade booze. 
  • To make it happen, I'll need a sanitary and hygienic environment. I needed some motivator to get off my ass and stop the excuses for further neglecting to clean up my kitchen space.
Special Challenges/Considerations/Drawbacks:
  • Honey is a finicky substance when it comes to trying to coax it into a state of fermentation. If left in pure form, it can naturally last for years, even decades, without any spoilage; not allowing for any type of culture of micro-organisms to grow on it at all. More so than beer and wine making, the process needed to prime the environment enough to let yeast do its work has to take into consideration the proper mineral content of the added water, introduction of a properly staged nutrient regimen, and adjustment of the pH level of the must solution (leaning toward acidic is better). Those are the new factors for me to play around with and include in my brewing skill set.
  • Mead can be made carbonated, sparkling, or still. I'm going to opt for making a still batch as my first trial (i.e. neutralizing the remaining yeast with potassium sorbate before bottling). I'm not willing to see how many explosions and flying shards of glass I'll be having around my place if my timing is wrong with bottling the stuff too soon.
  • There is a possibility of having gunky, residual, hard to remove, bee's wax coating and contaminating my brewing vessels/carboys
  • I'm irritated by the fact that most of the recipes I've been finding and reviewing are from the United States, and aren't conveniently posted with metric measurements. Hence, I often have to re-compute for the fixed volume size differentials for a closed fermentation system (US gallon batch sizes vs. metric or Imperial gallon volume carboys we use here). Why is it that Americans can actively and liberally accommodate for using metric for dealing in drugs, but can't seem to do so for anything else?
  • Maturation: my findings show that mead takes a longer time than beer or wine to age and condition. At least six months of aging seems to be the norm. I'll let this batch condition itself for nine months, the same gestation period for a human, plus it then makes it seem right to consume it by the time my own birthday rolls around. I'll post follow up results then.
Initial Ingredients:
  • 5 kg of Saskatchewan (locally produced) honey (floral nectar composition yet unknown) 
  • One package (5 g) Lalvin Yeast: strain, EC-1118 Sacchromyces cerevisiae (ex -bayanus)
  • 15 g Yeast nutrient
  • 5 g Irish moss (clarifying agent) 
I have yet to determine and calculate:
  • an acid blend (either citric, malic, or ascorbic), or a blend of additional fruits that are acidic (Note to self: I need a pH test kit)
  • any additional flavourings of spices that could be used
  • I won't be disclosing whatever else I'll be using for ingredients and the brewing process itself. That will either be a trade secret if it turns out well, or else it may just be pointless to share if it turns out badly.
Other related trivia and vocabulary:
  • Mazer: A person who makes mead; also a large carved wooden drinking vessel from the medieval ages used to perhaps drink such stuff.
  • Metheglin: Mead that has been flavoured with extra herbs and spices (probably the way I'll go); traditionally thought to have medicinal properties.
  • Mead is thought to be the oldest known form of alcoholic beverage made by human beings, even pre-dating beer. Beer is made with harvested grain which is a product of an agricultural society, whereas to ferment honey you don't even need to farm. It could have been a lesser evolved hominid who was lucky enough to drop and dilute enough wild honey in water and discover this happy accident after some time.
  • Many ancient cultures considered mead to be an aphrodisiac. The English word "honeymoon" is derived from a superstition that if mead was consumed one month (a moon) after the wedding, with sexual congress taking place, the resulting child afterward would be a male.

One Musical Playlist Pairing for the Project: Just Like Honey - The Jesus and Mary Chain

*-You would have to peruse the final chapter of same the book, Afterward: Hand Taste, to understand why I like doing this sort of stuff to begin with.

** - To get to travel around the globe exploring food/restaurants, and other lesser-known hidden away attractions; and to write, critique, and commentate about those experiences, occasionally doing it with a whimsical smart-ass attitude . . . I WANT HIS JOB!!!

***- Honey production has been drastically effected here and other parts of the world due to bee populations dying off because of pesticide use, and widespread disease and parasitic infections, which then ultimately makes a more substandard quality of honey and higher prices due to product shortages.


Monday, January 6, 2014

Blue Monday/Another Weird Cycle (and trying to break it)

According to researchers, after reviewing and monitoring tweets and other social media postings, today has been determined statistically to be "the most miserable day of the year", or "Blue Monday". It's when the holiday cheer slips behind us, people return to their regular work schedules, and the reality of the aftermath of those expenses comes along with facing winter at its worst. It seems that I couldn't escape this day unscathed either.

I've been rendered flu-stricken. I have been so since Sunday morning. I'm being tormented with a fever, being drenched in cold sweat, headaches, muscle cramps and weakness, and other respiratory issues. It couldn't have happened at a worse time because it sets me up in an approach-avoidance dilemma. I have used my New Year's stat holiday (which now looks like a pretty much wasted deal) for a challenge coming up tomorrow in which I'll need 100% of my brain's capacity to have instantaneous memory recall, mental focus, and a quick reaction time. The critical factor is whether or not to use symptom relief. If I don't use it, I'd continue suffering and weakening from the sleeplessness and appetite loss that follows; a brain made useless through fatigue. If I do use the stuff, I might be more physically settled and able to eat and sleep, but then I risk reducing my brain into a useless fog-filled mush through their side effects that may not subside on time. It's like there's a no win situation. I feel like my chances for any success tomorrow have been sabotaged, no matter what course I take. I hope I'm wrong.

This paragraph comes three hours after the last one. My effort to rest was futile and I caved. I had to get out and find healthful food and remedies. I knew it was getting bad for me, but I didn't realize as to how really rough shape I was in until a stranger approached me and asked if I was alright as I shivered and staggered around the grocery store. I'm frustrated even more about realizing how much this year is starting to unfold as another close-to-identical cycle of the crap I faced last year in terms of illness and weather, as indicated by the entry Cooking with a Head full of  Neo C. However, this time I sure as hell have no mood nor energy to cook. I am going to be practical; pace my doses, closely monitor my states of alertness between them, and adjust the timing appropriately for tomorrow. I'm writing right now more as a means of performance feedback, to see how the process is going for me. It's probably a good moment to be mindful to do something, anything, for the sake of betterment that is radically different to break this cycle.

Firstly, let's try to look on the bright side of things. It's 20 degrees warmer than it was yesterday (it's still -31 C in the wind). . . well, it's a small start. The rest I left to exploring sites on how to escape the mid-winter blues. For all the other fellow Blue Monday sufferers and resolution makers, here's a link on Wikihow .for you to use.