I finally think (or at least hope) that I’m shaking off this bloody cold/flu/whatever-the-hell-bug-this-is, which has been compromising my bodily systems for over a week now. I’ve had no energy to move, much less exercise, and all I felt like was just a weak, bloated, sneezing barrel of lung phlegm and snot. I’ve never been stomped down this hard from a mere cold ever, and the frustration and urgency to relieve myself from it has forced me to gulp down copious amounts of Neo-Citron. I like how it temporarily cures me from the respiratory discomfort and allows me to sleep; I hate the long spells of low-grade delirium, grogginess, and foggy-mindedness this shit inflicts on me. When I’m in this state, it’s like the parts of my cortex that can usually keep me entertained with whimsical thought are switched off, and I just lie in bed inert, bored stupid. When I’m bored stupid, I tend do some very irrational things all for the sake of jumpstarting my wits with some form of novelty.
During this go around of trying to curb the hyper-tedium, due to being under the influence of NC, I went out and purchased a Wii console for myself. I somehow caved to the notion that it would be in my best interest to join the rest of the sheeple of the 21st century gaming universe, and concede to some impulse to engage in even more frivolous time-wasting in introverted isolation than I already do. It’s like I got summoned to join the Dark Side of the Force. As I was driving home*, along with long-scripted rationalizations about how long and boring winter was going to be, and how this was ultimately cheaper than some vacation I’d just be going on alone anyway, I reflected about how, years back in University, I wrote a term paper in a developmental psychology class, about the effects of depictions of explicit violence, through video game playing. It was the best academic submission I ever wrote, gaining me the highest mark I ever had in a university class. I noted a lot of predictions back then related to the course of technical development in the video gaming industry, and how it will ultimately lead to drastic changes the future of childhood psychological development. My professor thought I should follow up on this topic further should I ever decide to do research on it at a Masters level. The problem was that I was a bit too much of a visionary, and the technology that I forecasted as coming didn’t yet exist, for there to base any experimentation on. ** Some of my predictions about the upgrading of interactivity, increased time used for and variety of game play, degree of realistic violence, and the dark side of computer technology as entertainment came true. Thinking of that, along with getting this system somehow made me feel like a bit of a sell-out.
Outwardly, I do like, and am very comfortable with, experimenting with new technology. However, this love affair with it has some limits for me, and I try not to allow bells and whistles fascinate me too much, or draw me into the delusion that technology is my salvation. By no means am I a Luddite, but I do think there are areas in life where there is a risk of getting corrupted and having social instability due to over-reliance on technology for everything in our communication and entertainment purposes as it develops faster than our pace to tame it all by putting values, morals and etiquette on it; putting people at greater risk of: social apathy and desensitization to the human condition, ignorance and lost skill of non-technical ways of communicating, decline into alienation, anomie, and isolation. I admit that I do like computer games, but not to the extent where they get too grossly and pointlessly violent. I do have a few games for my PC, some could be termed as violent, but they are WWII games which I engage in for the sake of more historical interest than the violence, and I don't use my computer as a game dedicated system, I do actual work with it from time to time. Getting a system that’s just dedicated to game entertainment though seems somehow more irresponsible. I thought as well that it would be a drastic decline in my maturity if I went down this avenue, as being immersed in these virtual environments could be considered no different than playing around in a digital dollhouse.
However, I discovered something wonderfully revolutionary once I unpacked the console and set it up. With the built in Wi-Fi receiver of this new model of Wii system, I found the Wii channels, and a new whole take on interfacing with the Internet. I spent at least an hour doing a very adult thing of reading news from around the world. The thing is that I was actually “spinning” a virtual globe, to access some very poignant news articles on politics, science and technology, etc., posted throughout this interface created by Nintendo. The first headline that piqued my curiosity was the irony of Ray Bradbury’s novel Fahrenheit 451 being re-licensed, released, and distributed in ebook format before its copyright expired. The irony of this is that this novel sort of foretold the coming day when the essence of the printed book itself was going to meet its demise, and a culture of higher literacy would be abandoned as people advanced and embraced higher technology. Ultimately, people become indifferent to violence and the welfare of their neighbours, and society consequently degenerated because books, and any chance to be deeply engaged with the treasures of literature, were destroyed. It was strange to read this report about an old codger like Bradbury and his initial resistance in allowing his book to be converted into this format; then becoming open (or feeling forced) to allowing it to be so. Sort of the same way and on the same day as my resistance disappeared and allowed for acceptance of owning a gaming system.
The other cool thing I found through the Wii system is access to the Wii Voting Channel, where Wii users can respond to polling questions *** and review how their votes compare to the tallied results on a variety of topics.
I shall look at this as just another hobby, and not allow it to become some sort of addiction. The positive side of getting this thing is that it will help open up another avenue of rapport for engaging with some of the people I serve. Because I like Bond films, I purchased 007 Goldeneye as my first game. I hope all the time wasted shooting things doesn't go to my head, or give me a compulsion to start burning up my book collection.
*-with a head full of Neo Citron; in a condition where I shouldn’t have been driving to begin with, I must confess.
**-in my last year I was in university, there was no such thing as publically accessible Internet on campus yet, and 16-bit systems were just coming out as the ‘most advanced’ gaming consoles around (God, do I ever feel old now!).
***- Undoubtedly a survey method used by Nintendo for collecting data for their product development and marketing machine, but also a cool way to study demographics interactively.