Saturday, November 11, 2017

Restless Browsing


This is not good. It's only 11 days into winter and I'm already climbing the walls. The good news is that I managed to cram and jam my skis in this new car despite it's smaller interior space. The bad news was that after doing that, and cruising to the ski trails, I found out that they were still lacking enough snow depth to be groomed properly. I went home disappointed, forcing myself to do responsible adult stuff when I returned there.

As much as I abhor giving patronage to any shop on Remembrance Day, I cracked - after being penned up inside, constraining myself to focusing on household tasks for the entire day, seeing that I couldn't go skiing. By the time evening came, I needed to flee from here.

The problem is that there's nowhere to really retreat to at night when lots of businesses and restaurants are closed, even when a statutory holiday falls on a Saturday. My appetite was sated and I was full and had no need to eat anywhere, but I found out that Indigo was open, and my restless mind was hungry; so I stepped into there. I just purged my place of a huge whack load of books, but I couldn't resist seeing what I would alternatively collect for my shelves. Touring the bookstores and libraries isn't just a quest for good material to read; it's an effort to discover the kind of book I'd like to write. This entry is a visual collection and reflection of what my literary tastes and other entertainment modality was shifting to as I browsed the store.

The book best suited for me
on this kind of evening.
A cookbook that I should be
learning from
The kind of cookbook I should
be writing - Sample 1
Another sample of the kind of 
cookbook I should be writing.
There is more profanity in this
one book than what I think I
used in my entire lifetime.
It gets the point across though.





Three books I'd want for a prolonged
trip to my desired European destinations.
The Joy of Less appeals to my philosophy of minimalism.
Another alternate form of porn
of stuff I'd lust for, besides for
whatever's in the Best Buy flyers.
The poetry I might be able
to appreciate.
A comical journaling
exercise book  in a format
that I wish I dreamt up of first.
The magazine I should be reading
A preformatted checklist that I
should have. However, the items on it
aren't 'weird' enough for my place.
There were also games I noticed that I'd be interested in collecting too . . . from old school to ancient school.


Ultimately though,  I ended up shaking off the urge to do any mindless consumption, realizing that what I probably most needed to do was retreat into re-reading and reviewing my own journal notes: ones loaded full of half-cocked plans, semi-mapped ideas, hair-brained schemes, and other lists that I wouldn't share here and the beginning of solutions to other challenges I may have ahead.


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